Over and over again...

I feel
But don't know what is this feeling

I miss
The good old times
And the bad ones too

Happiness?
Is a future plan.

Everything is in the future.
And in the past.
Present times are hard.
Are odd.
Are weird.

And I wish
I wish so much
This must change
As soon as possible.

Cause I can't get out of it alone.
I need
I need so much.

I must have my life.